A little word of advice...

Hey, did you ever tell someone about your plans and they just laugh it of as if it's like a joke?! Then, they tell you to quite messing around and get back to your senses or they'll just call you names... Well, it's sad isn't it... I mean the way they act makes you think that you are not capable but you are and you know it... So really I don't think you should bother at all what they think you know anything is possible... So why turn it down before you've tried it... I guess what I'm trying to get is pay no mind to non believers who only want to bring you down... Even though, it may seem like they're are succeeding at times try not to let it show that they've gotten to you... Play it cool... Eventually, they'll get bored of trying to pull you down and move on... Which is fantastic...

A poem by me... Is it even a poem?! I'm not sure...

This poem is written by me but is most definitely not related... Tell me what you think... Some of my friends found it quite deep while some just ask me who this poem is referring to... So I'm telling you readers that it's just a poem and has no connection to me or anyone else for that matter... Here goes:

I closed my eyes,
And took a deep breathe,
Pain and misery slowly gripping my heart,
Shattering it into a million pieces,
Making it impossible to fix...

Every breathe I took was shallow and measured,
Tears threatening to fall at any second,
Not any tears,
But hot, white tears...

I discovered the truth minutes ago,
The reality of it hit me like a sharp, icy breeze,
Finally, it all added up...
Everything from the start,
The joy, happiness and fun,
It all seems so far away now...

The tears I've been holding back finally fell down my cheeks,
The realisation and pain too much to bear any longer,
But strangely after that,
I could still feel a little hope within me,
It was a weak pulse but I could feel it nonetheless...

It was strange this feeling,
But I looked upon it as a sign...
Maybe... Just maybe...,
I had another chance,
Maybe...
Not with this person and not now...
But maybe with another...

10 Things I Want Fulfilled... As soon as possible before it's too late...

1.) Meet more cool people... Like my friends...
2.) See a shooting star through a telescope...
3.) Get better grades... Definitely...
4.) Learn to ice skate better...
5.) Travel to other countries... Wow...
6.) Rock climbing... It's been delayed to many times... sigh...
7.) Taking up archery again... It's definitely been ages since I've done that...
8.) World Peace... That is a MUST!!! Can't people see all the wrongs they are doing by having war...
9.) To act a little better... Hey, I didn't get a part in the drama because I was so called to good... HeX2...
10.) To accomplish all of the above... Peace!!! Keep Chilling!!!

Love Me For Me... Why Being Yourself Is So Very Important...

Don't you ever get the feeling that people might only like you for someone that you always pretend to be?! Doesn't it make you want to scream?! I mean there are plenty of people out there who hide who they really are deep inside just to be accepted or just so that they'll fit in... You might think it's weird but what if it were true and that person was none other than you, wouldn't you do the same?!! You know what's worst, you letting someone else mold you, you let them decide what type of person you want to be... I mean everyone's special no matter who they are and where they are... So instead of letting people control you why not try to go with the flow and learn who you're truly meant to be... If you let others control you too much they might as well just take your place, right?!

Your parents might sometimes seem to you as if they were trying to destroy your life but actually they're doing what they think is right... So if they ever try to help do let them in once in a while... It actually helps to have understanding parents around... So if you really are playing a role I suggest you drop it and try to be yourself for once because being yourself is actually a great step to getting accepted by anyone especially new friends... I know this because I've made many friends who not only accept me as I am but who don't ever try and change me... Well, unless I am doing something really wrong but they'll tell it to my face not to my back which I truly appreciate...

So don't play a role, try being you for once... Do things that you want to do and not what others force you to do... This way you can get comfortable knowing yourself and appreciate the fact that you're you... This might sound totally fake but don't brush it away until you've tried it...